| ... and shit |
[Jan. 25th, 2007|11:50 pm] |
holy shit wow. guess what? it's my livejournal! i don't think anyone remembers it at all, but hey, i didn't until a minute ago... but yea... so... POST!!! lol.... i miss this thing. now all i do is stew on myspace like a little whore.... lol. but yea... so the theatre is the best thing to ever happen to mankind. fuck god, fuck sliced bread... fucking theatre, man! hell yes...
by the way... tequila=yum... just thought i'd let you know... |
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| to nobody |
[Aug. 1st, 2006|10:06 pm] |
it would be nice if someone gave shit about me every once in a while... not that it's going to happen... but it would be nice... |
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| if i can't have my cake and eat it too, can i at least have my cake?? |
[Jul. 10th, 2006|11:58 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | hell | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | (it's more of a noise) my cat screaming to get out | ] |
ok... so i'm going to elaborate on that last post....
this is the summer after i graduated high school (i'm supposed to be having the time of my life, right?) and i am living just far enough away from my friends that not many of them are willing to come out here, and plus, i live with my pregnant aunt, my pissy uncle, and my senile grandmother so it's not a lot of fun for them anyway. and i can't go out because i have a 10:00 curfew every day but saturday and then it's 12. I AM 18!!! this is ridiculous! but i let that slide... but now they're trying to tell me when to go to bed! how long i can stay up on the computer! WHAT THE FUCK?????? they say they're working on getting me a car, and my grandma has shelled out some money and my mom and dad both are willing to give them some money for it, but they could care less right now! but if i bring it up, i'm ungrateful! i can't get a job because i have no car and god knows they're not gonna take me and they're sure as hell not gonna let me use their car! so what am i supposed to do? what are they doing with that money? well they're working on making me a room! yes, friends... i don't even have a room! and until recently i didn't even have a bed. now i am lucky enough to have a matress on the floor of the nursery! woohoo! (notice the sarcasm) the nursery that is for the baby that aunt charlotte has been pregnant with for over a year now! i'm beginning to think the kid's never gonna come out!
recap: i have no job, no money, no car, no room, no social life, and very few friends left.
conclusion: my life sucks. |
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| truer words were never spoken |
[May. 16th, 2006|05:23 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | school | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | isn't it obvious? | ] |
Nothing Better
by the postal service
(guy)
Would someone please call a surgeon
who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
that you're deserting for better company
I can't accept that it's over
and I will block the door
like a goalie tending the net
in the third quarter
of a tied game rivalry
so just say how to make it right
and I swear I'll do my best to comply
tell me am I right to think that there could be nothing better
than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
(Girl)
I feel I must interject here
you're getting carried away
feeling sorry for yourself
with these revisions and gaps in history
so let me help you remember
I've made charts and graphs
that should finally make it clear
I've prepared a lecture
on why I have to leave
so please back away and let me go
I can't my darling; I love you so
oh oh
(guy)
tell me am I right to think that there could be nothing better
than making you my bride and slowly growing old together.
(girl)
Don't you feed me lies about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures
(guy)
I know that I have made mistakes
and I swear I'll never wrong you again
(girl)
You've got a lure I can't deny
but you've had your chance
so say goodbye
Say goodbye |
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| I HATE HIGH SCHOOL |
[Apr. 26th, 2006|01:19 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | school | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  enraged | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
i'm sick and tired of stupid high school drama... gossip gossip gossip.... and it's all about me and corey! who gives a damn!?! it's MY relationship! what did i do to these people that make them hate me so much? everyone's lying to me, everyone is trying to be my friend to my face and then talking about me behind my back!?! where does that get fun? I just want to graduate and get out of this place! I want to hang out with people i can trust. i feel bad because even if someone hasn't done anything to me, i still don't completely trust them because of all the backstabing assholes! it isn't fair to me and it isn't fair to the people who i probably can trust, and i'm not even giving them a chance to prove it! i feel like i'm in a bad molly ringwald movie! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
i doubt anyone's gona see this... i just needed to get it out... |
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| i am pretty much awesome |
[Jan. 24th, 2006|04:07 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | TFM | ] |
i am posting this from my psp that my dad gave me for Xmas! this is not going to be the longest post in the world, however, because i have to type in the letters like a text message only harder. there's only so many buttons on this thing. tired now. |
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| I HATE JIMMY PAGE |
[Oct. 11th, 2005|08:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | stone roses | ] |
you wanna know who i hate more than jimmy page? ALL ENGLISH TEACHERS!!!! except my grandma... but she's retired so she doesn't count |
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| a seven nation army couldn't hold me back |
[Sep. 7th, 2005|06:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | white stripes: seven nation army | ] |
ok... so i'm safe in charlotte and relatively happy (except for the jerk who decided to insult my intellegence and that of the dearest mer on my previous post.) but yea... i miss holly and rj and yvonne (and her cooking) and lewis and peggy and johnny and doug the bug (hehe) and my friends in winston (DAMN THE MAN, SAVE THE EMPIRE) and greensboro (long live tina turner!) but i have made some new friends, like skippy and corey and megan and kaila(sp?) and sally and sarah and the other sarah.... hehe... life is pretty good.
and when holly reads this: i love you! and i miss you! and i'm gonna be at the hoot if i have to walk there! and tell rj i said "GOOCHY BUTT!!!"
and i'm really looking forward to my great big latin quiz!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE!! *sarcasm*
and i think i'm gonna use molli's boobs for my icon on this post... because... well... molli is just so much awesome!
and janet... i figured out what i'm getting you for christmas......................................................................................................................................................................................................................a RAINCOAT!!!!!
well peace, love, and drag queens,
-@nn@ |
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| gold teeth and a curse for this town were all in my mouth |
[Aug. 11th, 2005|03:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the shins: new slang | ] |
ok.... so now it's been postponed indefinately..... GRRRRRR!!!!! i'm sick of this!!! i want to get out of here... if even for a minute! not that i'm not loved here, i just feel like a caged animal! i'm just stuck in a potentially permanent rut! AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| doo doo doo doo doo doo feeel goood!!! doo doo doo doo doo doo feeel goood!!! |
[Aug. 9th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | feel good inc | ] |
YAY! i may be going to charlotte after all and i'll be close to my darling wonderful janet and her awesomely sweet mom and my nana whom i love more than anything in the world, and amber(not my stepsis... she's a backstabbing bitch) who said she'd take me to see my other friends and my aunt HEUUUUUUUTIE and tio jorge and soon EMILY!!!!! joo joo joo joo baby!! *makes absolutely ridiculous face* :-D happy happy joy joy happy happy joy joy!! but i shouldn't get my hopes up yet... everyone cross your fingers!
i'll post tomorrow to tell how it went! |
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[May. 2nd, 2005|02:51 pm] |
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| don't drive away... don't leave her this way |
[May. 2nd, 2005|02:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i predict a riot by the kaiser cheifs | ] |
hmmmm... i kinda want some brownies right now......
*dream bubble* if i had a brownie, i'd eat it and be happy, so if someone gave W a brownie, he'd eat it and be happy, then the other world leaders will be like, 'hey! if dubya's doin it, it must be cool!' so they'll all eat brownies and be happy and then we'll have world peace, until someone finds the old grandma who's making them all and kidnaps her, and then her country will bomb people trying to figure out who stole her, and there'll be a nuclear holocaust.... *POP*
ok... so maybe i don't want a brownie..... |
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| mary jane said life's a wait, i already knew... |
[Apr. 16th, 2005|11:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | country yard by the vines | ] |
well i may not have my dog and i may not have a job in a few weeks and i may not have a $25 order i paid for and they didn't send, but hey... who's complaining. i have a three cats and some toaster strudel... who needs more than that? i shal eat the strudel and i shall cuddle my cat. then i shall go to work at the worst place in the world to work... and i will eat a grilled cheese sandwich with bacon!
BOO YAH!!!!! |
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| my kind's your kind... i'll stay the same |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|11:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the yeah yeah yeahs | ] |
never in my wildest dreams did i expect things to end up this way... i don't even know myself anymore... i just wish i was back at salem with bay and janet and charlotte listening to system of a down and throwing a huge-ass ball around. now... damn. i'm working all the time, i hate my job, i have no real relationship with anyone or anything for that matter. i think the closest thing to me right now are my cigarettes. now that is pathetic. maybe i should have just stayed at salem. then again... i wouldn't have met all these awesome people. but i also wouldn't have cared because i wouldn't have known that they existed. lol... damn, anna's getting philosophical. probably a good time to go to bed..................... |
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| why bother?? |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|07:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  surprizingly happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | still listening to ATWA by system... i'm a creature of habit | ] |
why do i keep doing this? i make friends, i get bored, i make other friends, they shit on me, then i go back to the other friends... why do i do that? i should really have just stayed with the other friends to begin with! they're better friends, they think the world of me, even though they know i'm a weirdo. i'm just stupid. that's it! i'm stupid! i need one of deb's buttons now "stu pid" "debra! just in time!" that's what i need to do... i need to watch empire records! that always makes me feel ten times better! ok... it's a plan! |
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